greetings.
change. this has become the quintessential theme of my life. in every way imaginable i have been experiencing change. it is naive to think that change can be dodged or missed. whatever your philosophy. change is inevitable. i have been having a series of talks with friends, family significant family members and everyone in between. although the perspectives might be slightly different, the concluding thoughts have remained the same and the topic of "change" continues to arise. rather it be career, relationship, financial, health, spiritual or personal changes...this has become and unavoidable topic of discussion.
as i get closer to becoming another year older (my birthday is march 9, the best day ever) i am beginning to realize the changes i am experiencing are gradually becoming more and more scary. yes, i am aware these changes are inescapable, nonetheless that does not ebb the thoughts of doubt, the sense of fear and the creeping uncertainty. however, i am starting to understand that change is good and necessary for growth in its purest form. it is frequently a stage of solitude. through, this period i am beginning to notice and discover a different side of myself. a side that i have never really known before. however, one thing that remains constant is my faith. my faith will get me through whatever changes life may bring. that reassurance allows me to warp myself in a blanket of peace.i am starting to recognize my true strength. i am starting to internalize that i am truly indestructible. i am starting the accept what God allows. He did not build me to fail. He did not build me to crumble. He did not build me to quit. all while, change is good one has to be prepared for the Tsunami that might come and hit your life. i am taking all of the tools and resources that God has provided me with and getting ready for battle. with the greatest force and the strongest artillery...loosing is impossible.
ultimately, i have made up my mind that i dont care what changes i go through as long as i have my faith, family and friends i will just fine. when i put this thought into action, i no longer become worried. i refuse to be held captive and prisoner to change. opposed to rejecting it and letting fear take control i have the power to take control. i am going to embrace the changes, and live my life as i am suppose to...victoriously, without reservation and free.
